Not Happy.

I am feeling depressed.

That is really all that I can manage to throw out there.

I'm easily annoyed by my roommate for the past week. That may be due to the fact she challenges all that comes out of my mouth and in a way you could say she treats me like a child. Last night we had our friend over and I managed to spill food everywhere around 12:30am. My friend was watching while I did it, so naturally I laughed loudly (we were physically exhausted from attending a concert) and just kind of broke down. My roommate proceeded to yell at me like we were back in middle/high school and told me to be quiet because the people we're rooming over (her uncle and partner) were sleeping. The thing is, it was a friday night and they barely even go to bed earlier than 12 or 1 on a weekday. Give it a bloody rest. Then I wanted them to start watching the movie while I was cleaning up because I had already seen it, but my roommate would have none of that. So I sat. My friend explained the spilled food and my roommate started saying that I could clean the entire apartment next time. Fuck. 1. No one asked/told her to clean. She was bored. She cleaned because of the friend visiting. 2. She can ask me to clean. I will clean when it needs to be or if someone asks me, but I do not go along nicely with someone saying it like I deserved a punishment for being ridiculous and an unhelpful roommate. The menu played over and over for about 5 minutes. I cleaned up the food, walked through the living room, pressed play and went to my room. I needed to de-stress after that. My friend ended up calling my name ten minutes later because they were wondering if I was still awake. I didn't respond and within 5 minutes I was asleep.

I now understand why the say to never go to bed angry. I woke up pretty much still steamingly pissed off.

The Bloody End.